World on my Shoulders

I can't say no.  

I really have an extremely hard time with it.  

If you ask me for a favor... I'll say yes.

I can't help it.  

I'm a people pleaser.

I want to make you happy.

I overload myself so badly by doing this though.

My latest issue is with watching kids.

I was suppose to interview with someone this afternoon, but all my spaces are filled already.

So I had to call her and cancel.  

I hate it. 

I know she's in a tight spot, can't afford much, and needs someone fast.

I want to be able to help, but I just can't.

So I said no.

And why should I worry?

She's not my problem... right?

It's not my responsibility to find someone to watch her kids.  

But yet I feel responsible and guilty.

But I can't take on the world.

So I have to learn to say no.