Thursday, August 14, 2008
I went to my OB appt today. It went well, with some weight gain and all! This is the last one I can keep my pants on at! That's actually what my OB told me :) This means dilating time! Though I'm sure there will be none (there wasn't with Taylor), it is still a sign that the end is near! Only 3 more appts til my little Madison will be here. Gosh... All the things that are left to do are getting slightly overwhelming.
And I had my first actual realization that I am going to have TWO kids... I'm going to be at home, alone, with 2 kids. What will I do? I'm so lucky to have such good examples around me! Hopefully I'll be able to manage it. I'm just not going to think about it til I get there though. I'm sure I'll manage it all somehow. If I was going to have a one year old, I think it'd be a bit easier on me... but the age difference will be so much. But at the same time, Not enough. Does that make sense?
Regardless, I got nervous for just a second. But oh well. Women have done this for thousands of years. I can handle it. Hopefully.