Til my c-section. So, It's actually like 24 hours and 5 minutes, and that's if they actually start the surgery when they say they will. I don't know if those things get behind or not... last time, we hadn't scheduled it, so I got pushed back a few times for other people who were worse off than me. But this time, i've got an appointment. I don't know if that will make a difference. I'm a bit nervous, but I'm trying hard not to think about the actual surgery. I'm trying to focus on how I will be holding my new little baby tomorrow.
That is so crazy to think about. It was so hard to imagine what life would be like when taylor got here, and then she got here, and it seemed like she'd always been a part of our lives. We couldn't imagine life without her. I wonder if this will be the same. I hope it will and we'll just fall into a routine like we did with Taylor. I'm sure this will be bit more work, but atleast we aren't out numbered yet. I can take one, chris can take the other, and we'll make it work.
24 hours til i get to meet you, little maddie! And I'm SOOOOO EXCITED!